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“Silly, silly, girl Did you think I was going to take advantage of you?” He chuckled tracing the shape of my cheekbones

I blushed a deeper shade of red I had never been so eht have thought that things were going to…uo farther than they have in the past…”

“I know you aren’t ready and… I’ on his back with his hands behind his head

I breathed out a sigh of relief I had never worried about when I’d lose ured it would happen when it happened And you’d think with Jonathon that it wouldn’t matter to me e finally did it But suddenly I knew that I wanted to do this the right way

Jonathon whispered inin my head, “I want to make you my wife before I make love to you,” his words and his breath sent a shiver down my spine

At least he was content with things the way they were I was a virgin He was a virgin And it was going to stay that way until ere ht way Well, the right way for us

I hoped, because suddenly I wasn’t so sure it would happen the e planned

He continued to kiss s in my ear until I finally fell asleep

Day two in the car all day was even more ging so stuck in a car all day and well into the night And whenever I did get out there was alwaysme I felt like the president with the secret service following me around all the tio to the bathroom by himself

At least Romania is beautiful I had assu It was lush and green with big cities and castles too Under different circu every crevice of the country

Our goal for the day was to make it to the border of Roi and then ould head to Russia Jonathon seemed to think that if we made it to Russia ould be safe I don’t think the others were quite as optimistic bu

t he seemed to think that if weup that we’d be in the clear I sided with his family I think Jonathon underestimated Selena But I didn’t She was a va would deter her Either I had to die or she did There was no other way But even though Selena had nearly killedto kill me I couldn’t help but feel compassion for her I kneould feel if Jonathon died and I also knew that s probably couldn’t compare at all to what it would really feel like Jonathon had left me once, I kneas alive, but the pain was unbearable I can’t iine a world without him The world wouldn’t be the sah I didn’t want to I could understand where Selena was co from She had lost her love, her soul ine that I would take her approach for revenge if I lost Jonathon but I did know that life wouldn’t be worth living He was reen lawns and cities flash by outside the car

I couldn’t help but feel envious of the people sitting in their homes, safe and co for norance is bliss Those people had no idea of as out there They didn’t know about vampires or vampire hunters or whatever else was out there They were absolutely oblivious to the real world They thought they knew the real world They thought they knew love They thought they knew loss They thought they knew pain, and happiness But they don’t know anything They don’t know anything at all How good it ?

Jonathon, sensing my dark mood, reached out and took my hand in his His cold hand, hard as rock, melded perfectly to mine I noticed it wasn’t as cold as it had been yesterday and deduced that heto be able to hold on to hi I looked away froive him a weak smile to try and reassure him but I failed His other hand reached out to trace my face frohed He always kne to make me feel better

“Al thatcooped up in the car all day I nodded I didn’t want to have hi about me