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I’ve got you

I can’t help but s inside at the sound of those words, said in his voice “I’ve got you, too, Ji”

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JIMMY

We were too spent to even take showers

We fell asleep just like that: in our underwear, lazy and tired, full of dreams in our eyes Thank God we shut and lockedoff, becauseat around one in theshut (Bobby stayed co infootsteps of s downstairs, then eventually the heavy-footed sound of my papa as he came up the stairs He likely observed thatback downstairs to joinwith a distant thuain, and I closed my eyes

When theobnoxiously overa bedroom that faces east), I open my eyes to find Bobby turned aith his s the night and separated, because I’ myself

I rectify that by facing hi an arm around him

Bobby shifts slightly, but stays asleep while I spoon him I tuck him intoif I can catch another hour or so of sleep There’s no telling how little of it we got last night

But I’m just too damned restless to sleep anymore

In ht back into ertips all over each other’s bodies, that thing he was doing with my nipple …

And his mouth on my dick

Who am I …?

My eyes wander across the roo suddenly of Ca out all that memorabilia froht, it was like she figured out a secret aboutI didn’t even know A few years spent in Europe, and suddenly she’s got an up on me

How could she possibly tell?

Is it how I treat Bobby? Is it what I say when I talk about him, the words I use, the expression on ives it away?

Has anyone else suspected? My parents? My brother? Trey, or Billy, or any other gay dude in toho’s given ht?

Not that it particularly uess

Especially when I’m not even sure what it all means

Am I really bi? I haven’t wanted to stick it in any dudes’ butts I’ve ever known, Bobby included Though I do like how it feels to grab a nice handful of Bobby’s ass, but is that the same?

I don’t suddenly want to suck any dicks, as far as I can tell

But the idea of sucking Bobby’s isn’t repulsive at all I feel like I’d get a crazy hot thrill fro I’ood