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He’s hard—as hard as I am

I feel it through his skinny jeans

Is this the first tinored all histhat “happens to all guys”, like everything else he’s so flippantly written off?

I’ to ache

I feel like my balls are so swollen, they could burst

I’ve never coht now, I feel like I justsoon

He pulls away and gets a look at me “Bobby, I don’t know if—”

“It’s okay,” I tell hi to say “We can just do whatever you want We don’t have to rush anything, or feel pressure to do anything else, or even—”

“I’ the fuck out of you”

“Me too,” I agree Our hands are all over our lower backs still, pulling our crotches firainst one another on the bed

“I’ve never thought of guys sexually before,” Jiether “I mean, I don’t think I have I don’t really fantasize or anything I don’t knohat I’m doin’”

“Other than kissing the fuck out of me”

“Are you sure this is okay?” I’ve never heard Jimmy sound so worried or panicky before “I mean, what if this is all we do? What if all we do is kiss for hours? Is this totally fucking lame?”

“Ji else at all Just do what feels good”

“This feels really fuckin’ good”

“Then let’s keep—”

Jiet the words out before he’s on s And Iwith excite

I’ve never wanted to burst in my pants as badly as I do now

I do realize how much of an unnecessarycare I have this painful, crushing feeling inside that what I’ ain

I need to seize this moment

My hand slowly slides down his er touches the top of his jeans Then I push ers onto the round, supple, tight denim landscape of Jimmy’s ass