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He laughs “Uhh…well” He makes a sexy little “o” with his mouth, and I reach out and rub my hand over his junk He winces, and a da hot, h “God, that’s fuck hot, Miller Soe their pants?”

He covers his face with his hand When he pulls his fingers off his eyes, he’s giving me this little shy smile “Damn, dude I missed that dick”

“I want to see yours,” I say

“I’ed”

I feel surreal again as he pulls hts my twisted seatbelt Then he kisses my cheek

“All good, angel?”

I s and nod “All good” I could cry with how good I feel, but I breathe slowly and try hard not to

Josh looks down at his lap and shakes his head “No fixing thisas he pulls out of the parking spot and reaches forthat here Your first ti rueful

“Fucking horny?”

“Fucking horny” He lifts his brows and pins me with a wide-eyed look “For you”

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Josh

Ez seeh the woods, as I was telling him our story It was damned adorable the way he tried to hide it, tried to showBest-foot-forward Ezra

Now it’sas I drive through the intersections along South College Street and take a darker cut-through road toward ood—it feels so good—but he looks nervous, too He’s chewing his cheek, looking out the

We’re holding hands, and I love that he’s here He seems better In a way I can’t articulate Less haunted

He’s so…into me Like he just wants s for me But I—