Page 174 (1/2)

I think of hi up alone in the hospital, and he couldn’t re your et to University of Alaba warrior

He pushed through all that shit to be his superstar football player self, and I fell apart because of…nothing Getting left and ghosted, that was nothing, nothing, nothing coot drunk and wrecked my car and—

It was soether It was everything, I correct ht not be like what happened to him, but it wrecked me

So what did I do? Just drank and tried to numb myself up

Did I call his mom’s house, seek him out?

No

Did I drive to Richht for us?

No

Did I even figure out what happened?

No

Hisevil, and I let her have him! I think of hi hiay How scared he would have had to’ve felt when he walked back into the hospital God, he couldn’t even stay at Children’s with o in when he almost had heat stroke

But he went to this place again, voluntarily, and let theive him seizures And then he couldn’t find his way back tolost Alone And I was nowhere! He said it took him months to even learn he had a stepbrother named Miller When he did, he felt anxious “I think I missed you, but I didn’t know”