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I brought ht at work, but I can’t write in it

I’ry, so I decide to take the pills

Pills are just a euphemism

By the ti that

I get a taxi to the church, but it’s too busy I can’t get close I ask the driver where the McDowell house is, and he takes me by it I write down the address Then I have hiht, my driver

Why’s this pastor’s house so public?

Anyone could get in

It was very stupid not to bring food

I feel like I ht pass out as I walk

I’ scared and stupid

I’o, and I’m a football player

I’ry

Maybe they like football

The boyfriend looked nice, and his name sounds poetic All the forums said his name is Vance Rayne

Should have stayed in Alabaht in front ofdriveway I don’t feel well Don’t they have security?

I see Miller from the bottom My head in his lap

I see these fantasies Not for stepbrothers

In the garage, I lie down to feel the cool cement on my skin My mind whirs like a dishwasher Promised land And mentally ill Keywords

I pat my pocket for my phone before I pass out

It’s cold in their garage, but I’m still thirsty Can’t find water

I can’t get

Stupid, stupid Christopher

“It’s so disappointing, pastor I had no idea that he was tens”

The ce