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I holdfor the next snap He snaps a few at a time, then takes a break and comes back usually about an hour later I don't knohy he likes Snapchat soit for the boyfriend

Maybe he's just lonely

He see why he never seems to drive I see on his Facebook profile, in a picture that's not private, that he used to have a white Jetta He's got eleven pictures public on his Facebook It’s true I don’t know him, but I’m pretty sure he used to look a whole lot happier

Maybe that's what I like about hiot more intense when I realized I have a stepbrother named Miller But this obsessionit's more visceral It's how he looks, yeah He's hot He's cute I want to reach in through the screen and touch hi—the weird one Which

Butelse, he looks alone Like me When the blond is around—Daniel—he s it He posts a lot of snaps where he's s at his phone's caot his wavy hair ruffled, or he's rubbing at his dark brows like his head hurts

The guy is self-deprecating He'll get eviscerated at the bar and snap hiht bulb icon above his head and the caption "genius" Below that, even sh-style"

Van Gogh was a drunk And so is Miller

He snaps froe desks He always looks so big in them, as if he nearly doesn't fit

Saturdays, he plays intramural soccer He snaps his cleats and socks One tia he posts, but I save that one

My favorite snaps or Insta stories are the ones from his bed Sleepy Miller with his head on his pillow Eyes half shut, like he's already almost out

I want that for him I want him to close his tired eyes and sleep The way that I can't

It's not because of Alton any that fact now It's because of him

I thought of going back to SP Going back on theirwith o back

I can keep this secret, keep the weird feelings inQB at Alabama