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His eyes look wide “You want that?”

“Yes Do you?” My stomach pitches

“Yeah Of course You’re all I want” He kisses my jaw “Only my Miller” His lips find mine

We get hot and heavy, forcing us to the Jeep, where we jerk each other off

After that, he looks zonked I laugh “Let’s go home, superstar Make hot chocolate Tuck you in”

“Are you disappointed that we missed the party?” he asks

“Fuck no I don’t care” He starts driving, and I take his hand “I want to sayI’m really sorry for what happened to you At both of those places I’m sorry you were alone I know it’s stupid, but I really wish I could’ve been with you”

“It’s not stupid,” he rasps “That’s the nicest thing anybody’s ever told me”

Two

Ezra

October 12, 2018

It’s like soood times I don’t trust it, but I let myself sink in the way I did one day ent to an island in the lake and swae, and when I look up at the surface, I see Miller through the sloshing water—his face, s me to stay

I stay because I want to Really That’s my secret All I’ve ever wanted since I was a little kid was play football and watch h soood There’s so worth it

Miller loves ht I didn’t go in, just to test it, and he caot me

“C’et cold without you”

That’s what he says now, like it’s just a fact- that he gets cold without uess He says I’ blanket