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I tuck the covers around hiain, just because I like to feel the warhtens when I think of how I sent him out of rabbed it? I want to look, to check for bruises, but it’s tucked under the covers I don’t want to wake him

I go around the bed and sit on the opposite edge, coverwith hiood boy Because he seems so perfect

I wanted to break him

I should go down to the bridge and tie a rope aroundjump off What if this is ht Yeah, I suck his dick and make him come, but it’s all twisted up and shitty I make sure it’s shitty for him So he can’t enjoy it

I can’ttime As I sink into it As I breathe it in and choke on it As I ache under the weight ofI hurt his, and I’ Sometimes seizures kill you

I don’t knohat to do

I think of another Ezra who ht cuddle up to him now Maybe the same one ould have treated hi else, that I’ood

But I don’t think I know that person Maybe in the past…

But not now

Two

Ezra

September 7, 2017

I rong about this place

Fuck me

Help me

Please-

Three

Josh

I’ as fast as I can I’h, I open my eyes and see…Ezra

Pretty Ezra Sort of sunburned His eyes on mine are intense It …I’ asleep in here

“It’s okay if you don’t remember” His low, soft voice comes to my ears like a surprise I realize he’s crouched beside his bed, where I’ on my side