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Maksim

I fuck up

Again

I need ht as I stumble out of the bathroonore them

I see Jenna She’s already here?

More voices shout

Was that Izzy?

Girls screa me into my room

I sht?

“Shit, shit, shit!” Jenna’s hands are cold as she pushes me onto the bed I fall back as darkness starts to seep into my line of vision Maybe it would be better Better to just let it take over

To take full control

I smile

And then I see Izzy’s face and aet out “Medicine”

“Where?” Jenna asks

“Desk” I think? I can’t ree”

Footsteps sound, and then I hear a gasp and a door opening,all the time?

“How much?” A deep voice says

“He didn’t tellher shit

My body is burning up, but soon I’ll be cold Soon I’ll be gone Better for everyone, better for Izzy

At least I left her nothing but hate

At least I kept her love

How fucking selfish

How necessary

I start to think about all the things I will tell her when I see her again whenfor her one more time

“I love you I need you I miss you I lived for you I died for you Worth it, so fucking worth it”

“Yeah-yeah” I hear King “I love you too”

“Don’t kill him!” Jenna says

I laugh “Already dead”

“Fuck!” King yells; the fa sensation hits my arm The darkness soon evaporates so I can see clearly I blink and rub my eyes; my body shudders as it tries to come down from the sickness

When I can finally controlthe needle, a tear running down his cheek, his jaw clenched

“Tell ”

“Not much to tell” I look between them, then down at my watch “I have mere days left”

“To do drugs?” Jenna asks

“To live,” I say cal anymore”