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I hang up the phone, annoyed
He’s not kidding I’ him crazy I know she has so to pay for her own utilities and credit card bills
In the past, everything was automatically deducted from a fund Ronald made for her An allowance of sorts Even for the first year that he was gone, he paid for everything
Shortly before Ronald died, thesent out Which hy Erin started freaking Even with my suspicions about Ronnie’s undesirable behavioral traits, I have no doubt Erin is at fault Shefor her to lose access to the funds
And instead of owning up to herfor more
Which I knoill costfrom him
I’m so sick of all this bullshit
I turn around and walk faster,out of me in tears
The train ride back to Trent’s is a blur Literally I can’t see past the ri my eyes I swipe at them before I reach his office
I should wait until I’m alone to cry, but I can’t hold them back I don’t even knohy I returned here Why I didn’t say fuck it and go to class like I should’ve But I know I’et out of here before anyone sees
By the ti, and if h, I walk into a wall
Except it’s not a wall
Walls don’t sood
“Hold up, princess”
Trent’s ar me so I don’t fall over
I feel like crawling into a hole and dying It’s not bad enough I had to see hi like an idiot
With his hands still holding on toto ht hand drops, and I feel it touch my jaw He lifts my head
“Wait What’s wrong?” he asks
The care and concern in his voice is enough to give me pause
“Nothing”
He looks into my eyes, and it unnerves me It makes my body fall forward, wrap around him, and cry
Sob
I’ into his arms
And as much as I want to pull away, I can’t
I physically can’t move
Instead, my body slumps forward even more A muffled cry escapes my lips I let out all the emotions The pain of the past twenty-one years The fear of what’s to co family that doesn’t love me
And during my episode
Trent Aldridge holds me
That’s thepart