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“I want you so bad, James, I hurt with it… what if that’s all I can feel? What if I don’t see you during—”

He kissedtricks on you”

“But the blackouts—”

“Those were driven by you needing to protect yourself I pro love toto be onto be on you… because that’s what ether”

I nodded “I’m sorry,” I said

He chuckled “What have I told you about being sorry?”

I laughed and ed to repeat the words he’d repeatedly said to me “Don’t be…”

Vaughn kissedback on the bed, he reached for ently took it by the wrist I watched in stunned silence as he got to his knees It made him a bit taller than me, but for some reason that just turned me on

Vaughn maneuvered uided ers between his cheeks I raised myself up so I was as tall as I could be on my knees I was still a bit shorter than him, but it didn’t matter because I just wanted to be as close to his et

“One finger at first,” Vaughn said as he nuzzled my neck

I sucked in a breath and nodded, then waited until he let htly to test what it felt like Vaughn let out a rush of air, so I did it again My groin tightened ainst my hand a moment later

Seeking more

God, he really did want this

I er so that I could ease a little bit of the tip inside hi, baby,” Vaughn said with a rush “You’ll knohen to stop”

I took his word for it and began pushing farther into hi me to stop because I kne badly this first part always hurt It was the body’s way of trying to keep so to escape er deeper inside of hier slipped into his body, Vaughn gasped and

So he could adjust

Vaughn’sin pants against my skin

“More,” he finally breathed against me

I wasn’t sure why I did it, but I actually pulledit farther into hiht around ainst my abdomen in anticipation I had no experience to base it on, but I just knew he’d feel a around me when the time came