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“Just let it out, Ethan,” Cain whispered and I swore I felt his lips against the spot where ot you”

I shook my head because I couldn’t let myself believe that

That he had me

His hold on entle Every part of my body hurt, but the pain was secondary to hoarm I felt From the water, from him Both of his arms rapped around me, one atto the handrail, but as the terror that had plagued ain the day before – no, since the moment I’d realized what a terrible mistake I’d made when I’d let the an to fade away, I lifted one of ht overI needed to an to fire through my body, all centered froaveeven out and for the sobs to fade away unnoticed

Several long seconds passed before I heard Cain say, “Open your hand”

I did as he said The hand he had around my waist disappeared and I immediately felt the loss, but I understood the purpose a moment later when he squeezed some body wash into my hand I usedon my lower body where I’d vomited on myself I was careful not to toucheven a hint of a hard-on, even though I doubtedto the close proximity of Cain’s

Once I was finished, Cain handed me the small bottle of body wash “Put sohtened at that, but not only because I was nervous about what I kneas co The bottle was pretty full so fortunately it didn’t take el into his paler than mine

Like Eric’s

An unwanted shiver washed over me But it dimmed when I felt Cain put so his hold on ht as his hand washed parts of entle, but ilad for and a little disappointed by

I tensed when Cain’s hand skimmed my lower back, but when he brushed the top of ht and I couldn’t stop the whimper that slipped from my throat

“I won’t hurt you, Ethan,” he said as he stopped his movement “You had some blood on you that I couldn’t reach yesterday with the hand towel”

I wanted to die as I realized what he meant

Imore

He hs I suspected under normal circumstances, his touch would have turned e to stifle earlier At least I had the water from the shower to mask them

He was done within aus so the water could wash away the soap on my back He turned off the water ame out of the shower I noticed his shoes on the floor and realized that taking theht before he’d gotten into the shoith me

A torapped around lad to have so to cover up with He used a second towel to dry off the exposed parts of me He never looked at rateful for

“Do you need to use the bathroom?” he asked as he tossed the towel aside

I shook my head “But…my teeth Can I brush them?”

Cain nodded and then began searching the cabinets He found a new toothbrush and worked it free of its packaging He put some toothpaste on it and then handed it totaste of puke, he cleaned out a plastic cup that had been holding the cabin-owner’s toothbrushes and then filled it ater He handed it to h that I didn’t need to stand to spit out the water