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Which was exactly why I needed to get a grip Because whilecrazy ass flips in ers wrapped around ht was a mistake Hawke hadn’t wanted me, not really Even if by some chance he was bisexual, it didn’t mean he wanted to be with me…at least not in the way I needed I was a ht had only been about hih to find Buck and Denny and Hawke did what he needed to do, I doubted it would really change anything for him I’d seen the proof for myself

That single chair in his house facing the picture

I couldn’t co someone that much

I shook my head and focused on the road in front of me I wasn’t ready for this I never would be Even the lure of not having to worry about Buck and Denny finding h to ease my fear

“Hey”

I turned to see Haatchingto be okay,” he said softly and I held ht hand free of the steering wheel that I’d been gripping so hard the skin over one white

I nodded and held ether He stared at our joined hands where they were resting on the armrest and I waited for hiain and when I went to shift rip on o

I couldn’t help but smile

Yeah, I was fucked Totally and completely

Haoke up the second I slowed the truck down several hours later to stop for gas I htened in his seat

“It’s ten ,” I said “Can you take over?” I asked

He nodded “You okay?”

No

“Yeah”

Hawke tilted his head at ly and I chuckled “Okay, no,” I adaze He nodded and got out of the truck I got out and went to the passenger side and searched out my phone so I could call Ronan I’d already talked to Matty twice today, but I needed to hear his voice one more time