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The nightly jerk-off sessions while thinking of Sebastian Rose will always be my dirty little secret

I’ve been a pillar of professionalism with each and every member of the band and don’t mention my love life to them at all Hell, I don’t think they even know I’m bi They’ve only seen me omen because I refuse to be a headline in entertainoing to come out and overshadow the band like that

Also, I would never go there with a client Not unless I kneas going to be for real, and Seb doesn’t do real Or serious Or, hell, even te to the phrase one-and-done With him, it’s one-and-don’t-let-the-door-hit-your-ass-on-the-way-out And that’s exactly how he gets himself in situations like this

I stumble out of bed and put on sweats and a T-shirt, and then look at the calendar in my phone to work out what city we’re in and open the notes section to where I put the guys’ room numbers

Okay, room 1406

I’m out the door and in the elevator as fast as humanly possible Only then do I letwith

I’ve seen Seb ina blowjob for fuck’s sake For a while, he’d used et rid of his hookups after he was done, and I washis bed with Until I wasn’t anymore

Thethe one on my knees for him

I’d started interrupting earlier and earlier until it got to the point neither of theotten off yet That only happened a couple of ti home with someone

Maybe I shouldn’t have let my jealous side come out to play because if I hadn’t, maybe ouldn’t be in this predicament He would’ve texted me that he ith so

I wouldn’t be looking at very hot photos of a naked, sleeping Seb They siey I turn my phone to the side Dayyymn, his body is perfection

Whoever sold these photos to TMZ deserves to have their nuts chopped off I’d put them in a blender and make him a testicle smoothie with his own balls Motherfucker, whoever it is

There are two things working in Seb’s favor though Fro to be asha and uy A rock star no less He’s openly gay, he doesn’t have a partner or husband, so the tabloids can’t clai, and the only scandal here is the photos the but boost his popularity

Don’t get me started on the double standards between men and women in this industry If Seb was a fe everywhere

The only thing I’h on the outside A snarky pain in my ass He only shows his true side to the band, and even then, I don’t think Jasper and Greg get to see everything He reserves that for his best friend Cash, the lead singer of the band, and occasionally me, but I have to catch him in a vulnerable moment for it to happen