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CHAPTER ONE

Revenant… More like ravenous

Food Oh h Double the French fries, will you? Add four hot wings No,like the world was about to end and there would be no food left I ate like a cow and looked like a gazelle My body si it fats and carbs, everything drenched in oil I lost weight, in fact Now I understood why Francis Saint-Germain was so sliuys – GC, Pazuzu, and Sariel – spent their yot his neeet place in Lio No matter how much we ate and how many hours we lifted, it just wouldn’t happen Our revenant, ravenous bodies stayed the same Immortal and eternally slim Not a bad deal, if you think about it Except… I would’ve liked to grow a booty like the fitness girls I followed on Instagram…

Sex Oh my God, I had four lovers who could keep at it for hours, and soh, other times it wasn’t My body craved, craved, craved To be touched, to be possessed, to be fucked I wanted love, lust… I wanted pain

Be it food, or sex, or booze… Be it Pandora’s special herbal cigarettes, or Sariel’s stinky pills – the ones he acquired in the Third Circle of Hell, – it was never enough Because I didn’t feel as much as I used to feel before the Great Old One took my lifeless body between its slimy tentacles and breathed life back into htened, wort sue, but my brain, my stomach, and my pussy always screamed “more, more, more” They were in lack I was in lack My whole life, my whole eternity would be spent in lack It was a curse And a gift

I had nightmares

A cold blade slashing throughto teartheir feast of flesh and marrow A thin, white sheet of already drenched ry littleThe cheap fabric fell apart beforeskin did And then I was… free breakfast, lunch and dinner for the creatures that had turned rave into an all-inclusive resort Two snacks a day, too

I’d wake up screa

I had nightmares

Cold, long appendages crawling uparoundtotrails of slime behind

I’d wake up crying

After what had happened down in the cavern, after I’d cliht Francis tended to day and night, I refused to sleep for days I went teeks without sleep, then uys insisted I was immortal, not invincible

“Do you still have nightmares?” I’d asked Francis

He shook his head and evaded the question “It gets better, I promise”

I had to get used to it What was done was done, they had all chosen forthem hell about it anymore I didn’t speak to Klaus and Patricia for a month after that I’d never been close friends with Joel and Lorna, so it was easy to ignore theuys around was because they had cocks, and as it turned out, I was a huge fan of cocks that could fuck me raw…

Okay, as I trying to impress?

I’m not that badass… I’od, a demon, a Fallen One, and a revenant for fun

I was in love with them

It wasn’t their cocks It was the mine…

Revenant Ravenous I was hungry and thirsty for their love, their attention, their adoration, their validation… I was hungry and thirsty for theirl I’d always been and hoped to always be, not the undead, not the idiot who’d let Valentine Morningstar go, not the useless human asn’t a human anymore and couldn’t fulfill a simple prophecy and rid the world of the scariest,Grim Reaper that had ever lived Not that, any of that This I wanted them to see this