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Griffin laughed as he nuzzled the back of Michael’s neck with kisses

"Glad you like it Anything feel bad? Feel weird? I want you to tellfor This will be even better when you’re healed up completely and I’ve beaten the hell out of you first Sex after S&M is a new kind of auess you know that after all this time with Nora"

"I do," Michael said "But I don’t how it is with you And I can’t wait"

"Me neither Okay, three fingers? Good? Bad?"

"Good More than good" Michael felt open and relaxed The orgasm had helped with some of the tension but really it was Griffin, just Griffin, who could o away Michael loved Nora and adored her But she had a wildness to her, an unpredictable side that fascinated hih…with Griffin he felt safe

"More than good," Griffin said "That’s an understateood you feel I have to be inside you I don’t think I can wait any longer"

Michael pulled against the sashes on his wrists as Griffin pushed up deeper into hiers out and Michael heard the sound of the lube bottle again More of the cold liquid covered him and Michael opened his eyes and stared at his bound hands Whenever he’d fantasized about this ined the fear and hoould have to fight to overcoer, passion, need

And love

"Here’s a little trick," Griffin said as he set the bottle aside and pushed even closer to Michael "If you kind of bear down first--"

"I know Bear down first Then release It’ll fit better," Michael said, quoting Nora from the day she’d scandalized the crazy old bats at church

"Nora Right" Griffin laughed in Michael’s ear "I’ood teacher"

"I feel like I have a lot to learn still," Michael said as Griffin kissed his neck

"I will teach you everything you need to know Lesson one When I go in, you breathe out Cool?"

Michael gave one practice exhale "Cool"

Again Michael stared off into the nothing at the corner of Griffin’s bedroo to him He didn’t want to stress or tense up He’d learned that from Nora

So when Griffin started to push inside hi but what he’d been ordered to do He breathed out, hard and slow, and only after his second long exhale did he let hi