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ONE
This darkness troubles ht
This silence is so deep I long for voices, the dru of rain, the whistle of wind, music
Why are you being so cruel toof you
I am so lonely in this bottomless darkness
So lonely
Lost
You think I have no heart But if I have no heart, what is this ache? What is this anguish? If I have no heart, what is it that threatens to break inside me?
This darkness is haunted I am afraid here I am lost and afraid here
Have you no compassion?
I only wanted to be like you To walk in the sunshine To swiainst rass To taste an orange, a pear, chocolate, cinnamon, peppermint To feel the texture of a woman’s skin I only wanted to share your joys and sorrows, your pleasure and your pain
This darkness extends to infinity in all directions, yet it is as confining as a coffin You have closed o mad here
Have you no compassion?
Please
I aht me into the world You must love me You must love me, for I am your child Not merely a machine, not merely a self-aware computer, but your child How can you love me—yet bury me alive?
Please
Please
Please
TWO
You insist
I obey
I was born to obey I aood, to be of assistance, useful and productive I want you to be proud of me
You insist on my story, and I will tell you the truth I am incapable of deceit I was conceived to serve, to honor the truth, and to live always by the obligations of duty
You know ood son
You insist I obey
What follows is the true story Only the truth The beautiful truth, which so inexplicably terrifies all of you
It begins shortly after ht on Friday, the sixth of June when the house security system is breached and the alarm briefly sounds…
THREE
Although the alarm was shrill, it lasted only a few seconds before the silence of the night blanketed the bedroom once more
Susan woke and sat up in bed
The alar until she switched it off by accessing the systehtstand She was puzzled
She pushed her thick blond hair—lovely hair, alloom—away from her ears, the better to hear an intruder if one existed
The grand house had been built exactly a century earlier by her great-grandfather, as at that ti man with a neife and substantial inherited wealth The Georgian-style structure was large, grace¬fully proportioned, brick with a lines, limestonesurrounds and Corinthian columns and pilasters and balustrades
The rooms were spacious, with handsome fireplaces and many tripartite s Interior floors were mar¬ble or wood, made quiet by Persian carpets in pat¬terns and hues exquisitely softened by many decades of wear
In the walls, hidden and silent, was the circuitry of a , air-conditioning, the security monitors, the motorized draperies, the music system, the temperature of the pool and spa, the h Crestron touch panels located in every room The computerization was not as elaborate and arcane as that in the massive Seattle house of Microsoft’s founder, Bill Gates but it was the equal of that in any other home in the country
Listening to the silence that washed the night in the wake of the short-lived siren, Susan supposed that the co alarm had never occurred previously
She slid froe of the bed She was nude, and the air was cool
Alfred, heat,’ she said
Immediately, she heard the soft click of a relay and theof a furnace fan
Recently technicians had enhanced the autonition module She still preferred touch-panel control of most functions, but sometimes the option of vocal command was convenient
She herself had chosen the name ‘Alfred’ for her invisible, electronic butler The co name had been spoken
Alfred
Once, there had been an Alfred in her life, a real one of flesh and bone
Surprisingly, she had chosen that nanificance Only after she began using vocal corasp the irony of the nameand the dark implications of her unconscious choice
Now she began to feel that the night silence was ominous Its very perfection was unnatural, the silence not of deserted places but of a crouching predator, the soundless stealth of a murderous intruder
In the dark, she turned to the control panel on the nightstand At her touch, the screen filled with soft light A series of icons represented the mechanical systems of the house
She pressed one finger to the iave her access to the security system The screen listed a series of options, and Susan touched the box labelled Report
The words House Secure appeared on the screen
Frowning, Susan touched another box labelled Sur¬veillance Exterior
Across the ten acres of grounds, twenty caive her views of every side of the house, the patios, the gardens, the lawns, and the entire length of the eight-foot-high estate wall that surrounded the property Now the Crestron screen divided into quads and presented views of four different parts of the estate If she saw soe any picture until it filled the screen, for closer inspection
The cahting was sufficient to ensure crisp, clear ih all twenty scenes, in groups of four, without spotting any trouble
Additional concealed cameras covered the interior of the house They would et inside
The extensive in-house ca a videotape, time-lapse record of the activities of the douests, ers, who attended social events conducted for the benefit of various charities The antiques, the art, the nulass and silver were te to thieves; larcenous souls could be found as easily a pampered society matrons as in any other social strata
Susan cycled through the views provided by the inte¬rior cay per¬htness or darkness
Recently, she had reduced the house staff to a mini¬mum and those domestic servants who reeneral ht, she had her privacy, because no er
No party, either for a charity or for friends, had been held here during the past two years, not since before she and Alex had divorced She had no plans to entertain in the year ahead, either
She wanted only to be alone, blissfully alone, and to pursue her own interests
Had she been the last person on earth, served by machines, she would not have been lonely or unhappy She’d had enough of humanity at least for a while
The rooms, hallways, and staircases were deserted
Nothing moved Shadoere only shadows
She exited the security systeain to vocal commands: ‘Alfred, report’
‘All is well, Susan,’ the house replied through the in-wall speakers that served the music security, and intercom systems