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“Oui, I understand But could you be a bit more specific?”

“Well, like I said, walking in the woods helps I’ve been going to the parkanymore I’ve also taken a job as an adh money to eat and cover h”

“Oui, I quite understand,” Dr Benoit repeated “How is your dating life?”

“I-I don’t really have one,” I stammered

Truth be told, I hadn’t even really thought about such things until just today when I had unexpectedly met Gavin I had been too shocked and upset by what Kenny had done with Raquel, an i about it, to even consider a love life

I hadn’t even touched myself in the six asht help

I was hardly going to mention Gavin to her, of course It seeuy I had just e circumstances

“You should consider it I know you’ve been hurt, but what better way to reclaienuinely loves you? You are still young and deserve to be happy”

“I know… but it’s not as easy as I thought it would be to move on”

I started to think about Gavin again, now that I had basically been given permission to date him by this wise French therapist I couldn’t help but wonder where that would lead and how it ht affect me emotionally and physically

I was afraid to trust anyone with uy who had helped me when he hadn’t needed to And despitereason I wanted to see hiain was because I couldn’t wait to have sex with him

Dr Benoit started recoot out my notebook and made a list

“Thank you,” I told her “This has been very helpful I’ll look et home”

“Yes, and co up the calendar on her co her mouse to the correct date

“Um, I think I can,” I told her

I hadn’t giventerm

Couldn’t I just listen to one of these audiobooks and be healed?

“Well, dear, why don’t you just let ue on the roof of herto see me until you’re on a healthier path, okay?”