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“But you’re not gay”

“No, I’m not I’m not into men”

Carrick flinched

“I’m into you It’s always been you Sally was a conduit between us I admit I liked the idea of the three of us ht I could have it all A sweet sub to protect and cherish and discipline and theloved”

Carrick breathed out harshly “Sally never wanted aet rid of me and have you to herself After all, ould she want to be involved with a dirty, broke mechanic when she could have a Malone?”

“Except all I wanted was you”

It’s always been fucking you

This couldn’t be real

All I wanted was you

“I was your best friend—”

“Yeah, my best friend And I didn’t want to lose that So, I held back I hoped soure out her ga you”

He shook his head What? “What the fuck, man? This isn’t possible”

Amusement filled Jardin’s face “It’s not possible that I find you attractive? Seriously? Since when did your self-esteem take a total nosedive?”

“Since et the fuck out, that he didn’t want to see me”

“I fucked up I didn’t ry at myself, not you”