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“I got drunk, and I stayed drunk, Rory I was fucking wasted when I did what I did with her, but it , and I hated myself when I finally came to my senses Maybe you weren’t here, but inyours Even then My insanity lasted for all of two days, and then the red began to clear and I got rid of her I couldn’t even look at myself in the mirror for weeks afterward”
I closed my eyes to block out the tormented look on his face, but I couldn’t shut it out Could see that same lost and tortured look on his face after I had left him
“I loved you then, and I love you now And I’ sorry I had sex with Steph, that I hurt you by doing that” He kissedme shiver and clench around his cock that was still rock hard as it sat deep inside e it if I could, but I can’t, baby I fucking can’t”
I pressed my forehead to the center of his chest “I always knew you wouldn’t stay celibate You’re not a est when the proof of who you hile I wasn’t here is shoved down my throat like my father did today”
“I’ the pace steady but no less ht the pleasure, tried to keepmore and more, but it was hopeless He knew exactly how to make my body respond to hih
“I love you, Rory Only ever you Don’t think of that bitch Don’t ever think of her because, until Rave told otten about her Sheto me but you”
“But it hurts,” I cried, ly into his shoulders “It hurts so bad”
“Fuck, I would take it away in a heartbeat if I could Don’t let this ruin us, baby Don?
?t let this co, his cock completely still inside of e “I won’t lose you over her, do you hear me?”
My head fell back against the tile, and I looked up at hi to my lashes “You won’t,” I whispered “Because as o I love you ive you up Ever”
Relief filled his enthralling eyes That look, and feeling how hard he was inside of me, told me without words that he loved ht then What I would always need
Chapter Seventeen
MATT
I WAS STILL TRYING TO catchwhile later as Rory lay on top offroiven her only a few minutes before
As an to settle into its normal rhythm, I stroked my hands up and down her spine “So you saw your dad today?” She nodded “Did you run errands for Raven?” She shook her head “You should have fucking woken me up, Rory”