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No

No

But… No

“Of course I did,” he exploded “I loved you so ht for sure he’d killed you and all I could think about was killing him with my bare hands I wanted to end hione”

I couldn’t go down that path, the one where he would have ‘joined’ ht of Jet dead hurt toomy head in disbelief, “but you still toreyou knew I never wanted to becoot angrily tofor the clothes he’d stripped me of in our desperate need to becoetting bored with me this time around? You say you loved me then but you tossed my love back in my face when you didn’t want ain It’s just a et bored with me, Jet”

I found h to put onme feel like a Club sheep, of hi atto fall in love with hih my mind and I was helpless to keep theh rier

Spotting my shorts and panties, I put both back on as quickly as I could with shaking hands before turning to face hih to tell the world that I’d just let him fuck me senseless His face was clenched, his chest still covered in his T-shirt and leather cut, lifted with his harsh breathing He looked , but I didn’t care right then I was pissed off too

“Tellingyou say those three little words a long ti so bad that it was all I could do to keep“I have no expectations of the future with you because I don’t think ill have one”

Liar

I squashed that annoying little voice down hard before it could rear its ugly head Maybe I was a liar, but it was easier to pretend like I wasn’t I still had my pride, daone; it belonged to Jet It alould

“What would it take to convince you that what you’re so afraid of won’t happen again, Flick?” he asked in a voice so quiet I didn’t know if I’d heard hiry, but his voice toldelse He lifted his head and I saw his eyes They were full of a tor fro in front of a mirror, I would have definitely understood it, because it was the same torment I kneas in my own eyes “How do I make you see that you are it for me? That no matter what happens, there will be no one else? How can I prove to you that as long as I breathe, you will always be the only one I will ever want?”

The pain in his voice stopped h at him, to yell at him, to cry… I wasn’t even sure what I would have done, but nothing would escape past the lu me

Slowly, as if he had no energy left in his huge body, he got to his feet and crossed the short distance toover entle, so tender, it stole the air from my chest “Will I ever be able to prove that to you, Flick? Will you ever realize that I’m completely, unconditionally yours as much as you are mine?”

Again I tried to speak, but nothing caainst my ribs, tears burned my those and throat, but my eyes remained oddly dry

Jet let out a rough, hu All I want is for you to be happy Do I make you happy? Will I ever be able to? Or did I destroy all of that when I was so stupid two years ago?”