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I e not to cry until I step into the shower in my roo over him, because he’s an asshole

No, I’ht now, I’ht

The gall of hihty and pissed at in As if that affects hiive, and I was happy with

I scrub away the scent of his he did to ht My breasts are tender and swollen, and when he said I was going to feel hiry as I am with him just now, there’s also a part of ain

Last night wasn’t like anything I could have ever iue, his fingers… I’ve read about things like that, but having the else entirely I felt al asm and I could see that his ive me a chance to obsess over it, and the second his dick slid into me, I couldn’t think at all

It hurt like hell at first when he pushed his way into ood it felt, feeling hiain My first time was perfect

Until this , anyway

If I didn’t need this money to save my father, I’d be out the door already I know I’ll never have another chance like this He didn’t tell uess I’et ain

I wash each part of ht swirl down the drain, I can regain sonity I’m mortified if I let myself think about it too s on command,

begging hi I’ll let happen again

When I’m dressed and my hair is dry and I’ve put on my makeup, I square my shoulders and open oing to hide from Dante He can toss bla and I know it

When I enter theroo at his phone, papers and blueprints spread out on the table in front of hirab a croissant fro the my own phone out of my pocket

I start scrolling throughcalls I’ to miss thanks to my contract with Dante this month If I have er anyway

I let o next? LA? New York? I’d love to go to New York, but I don’t think there’s a chance in hell of getting Pops out of Cali

We’ll cross that bridge e coh the next twenty-nine days first