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"I'reat actually," I say with a smile, then back away from the threshold so he can come in "A pattern has been firmly established"

He nod

s as he walks pastsickness While we haven't seen each other for four days, we've kept in contact ht call while he was in Florida this week that otten a little too hot for both of us

I continue as I shut the door and follow hi sickness with me"

"Every ht?" he asks

Nodding, I watch as he sits on the couch and kicks his legs up onto it like he owns the place I kind of like the way he's so coined I'd be the type of person to have someone over and have them kick their feet up into relaxation "Lasts a few hours, just like on Sunday, then it's gone and doesn't co And I don't always throw up, which is good, because I hate throwing up at work"

Everything I'd read aboutsickness said it could happen sporadically or consistently, but would usually go away by week sixteen Since rateful it hasn't lasted long

Last Sunday, Luc observed s, and rank breath And he still hung around with , after I'd showered, scrubbed s, and ere assured I wasn't going to get sick again, Luc had his ith nificent as always

Everything about hinificent on a sexual level, but as I discuss , I know he's about more than that to me That scares the shit out of uard so seanancy

"I thought you were bringing a pizza," I say as it strikes me I don't see a pizza

"Thought we'd go out," he replies casually

My head jerks back and my brows furrow "Excuse me?"

"Let's go out to get so to eat?"

"Like a date?" I mumble

Luc smirks at me "We don't have to call it that We can just say it's friends out for a pizza, or baby daddy feeding the baby mama Whatever you want"

I consider this and his casual attitude, and while yes, it's been areed this was nothing but casual sex We were taking advantage of a pri, phenomenal sex to capitalize on the che out to a restaurant to eat dinner together is a far cry fro no-holds-barred dirty sex after, the pizza nothing more than fuel for stamina

And this makes me feel unsettled It makes me feel hopeful and excited about what's beyond the horizon with hihts out of me I've refused to be hopeful about any person in e of six, and the fact that Luc is having a deep effect on erous This threatens es

Yes, I love being physical with Luc

That's a given I crave this e, and in fact, the safest course for reement and maintain this in a casual manner I want him very much, yet I don't want to want hiiven that part of myself to anyone before At this point, I' hors settled down to a level that's comfortable for me I know if I don't do this, I'll shut down and shut him out, and that's not an option either

So I decide to focus on exactly what I can have with hi very well for the both of us I walk to the couch,the material of the soft cotton skirt I'd put on with a T-shirt after I'd gotten ho between s as Luc's eyes darken with a desire for me and not dinner

Putting one knee on the edge of the couch, I swingover to straddle his hips My skirt is full so the h, but Luc isn't satisfied with that His hands i across the tops ofthe hem up farther

His gaze slides up, locking eyes with o out for dinner?"

Luc's voice is roughened with need, and that turns me on as much as his touch does

"Not hungry," I her We've yet to have sex on my couch

"Well, I am," Luc says adah ht is quickly put to rest as he jackknifes off the couch, his powerful body propelling his weight and s around his waist, and his hands come to my ass to support me

He spins us around so quickly I get dizzy, then he's durab at some cushions to pull myself up but his hand comes to my chest and he pushesinto his eyes and see they are blazing, and I swear a s as my sex convulses