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"You take all the fun out of me," I tell him halfheartedly, because really, this is wayon an uneven wall in the dark after drinking several shots of Jack

"I've got an idea for fun," he says onize that tone in his voice It's one I love hearing, especially after he took o

"Oh, yeah?" I whisper as ive a tiny pull so his face lifts and his eyes slam into mine "What's that?"

"Let's go back to our apartruffly I hteenth birthday much to my dad's dismay

"Want tomy new sexual freedom now that I've reached adulthood Hawke impatiently waited, out of respect for iven it up sooner, but Haas ever the ro to make it a special occasion on my birthday

"No," he says with a dark laugh "I want to fuck you"

"Dirty boy"

"That I arabs o"

Hemy heels in "Wait"

Hawke turns to look at s

Absolute hunger on his face

For me

And love

Always love

"What?" he says impatiently

I look aroundleft, then right It's dark, secluded No one else around

"You could just fuck est coyly, and even bat loom

A lol es on ht"

"So?" I challenge him as I wrench my hand free of his and reach for the hem of my T-shirt "You've seen one dick, you've seen 'em all" I stare at hi it onto the rock wall

His posture is stiff with tension and he looks around with uncertainty I use the opportunity to kick my tennis shoes off and unzip uardedly

"Coe him quietly "Get naked"

He looks around once rabs his shirt and pulls it off

Hawke advances onnut job"

"But you love o to my bra

"Too fucking rees

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My alaroes off and e to quiet it and open one bleary eye, which confir s of my dream

Freaking Hawke

Of course I had to dream about him, didn't I?

A drealory days ofaround withwith the possibility of unparalleled fun Laughing, joking, and getting drunk Spending every freeand in love and so into each other we could barely see anything else But in seven years, host of that same person I was then

And I've been thinking about that since yesterday

Ever since seeing Hawke at the tea