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“Are you really asking me if I’m okay?” I snort

Tanner, finding the huhout the years it’s been that smile of his that’s taken h my family situation is far fro as I have his sirl in the world

“Can I try so?” I ask He looks at me and raises a brow

“Sure, what’s up?”

I don’t answer, instead I pull my t-shirt over ?” he whispers, his eyes wide as he stares at my bare breasts for the first time

“Just tellmy jean shorts down until I am only in my cotton panties

“Ray, you don’t have to do this I don’t want you to have sex with me because you feel sorry for me I don’t want pity sex from you”

“Pity sex?” I bark loud enough for other people in the house to hear “Pity sex?” I repeat in a whisper “Tanner Red the ns of hirab his wrists and place the palm of his hands on my breasts

“I don’t want to do it this way, Ray,” Tanner says, although so in his jeans tells me otherwise Hewant to” Tanner never cursed, but there was excitement in his voice “Roll over” He pushes me off of him until I am flat on my back He stands up and removes his shirt His once muscled and tanned body has been replaced with pale skin over protruding bones He is still beautiful to me

He would always be beautiful to me

I lift azes down at me “Under the covers,” he says I shift and raise upunderneath He pushes down his boxers and I lift up the covers so he can join s and he settles hiainst my stomach

For the first time in our lives we are skin to skin

“Are you nervous?” Tanner asks He could probably feelat break neck speeds inthe exact sa

“No,” I lie

“Me either,” he lies

Tanner kisses me and after a few minutes, he positions himself with his hand and slowly enters me It hurts at first Just a little pinch of pain, but then it’s gone It doesn’t feel good, it’s unco this with him

It is over in just a few minutes He collapses on top of me and kisses my neck “I love you, Ray I love you so much it hurts”

And it did hurt

So much