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Where the fuck is she? I kept asking her over and over again For a second, I thought she was going to say she gave her up or sooing to have to kill to get her back when Tricia said so that surprised me and turned my stomach

I LEFT HER WITH YOUR MOTHER

Before that day, I hadn’t seen my mom but a handful of times in years, and none of those times were on purpose Most of the time, when I ran into her, she didn’t knoho I was The very last time I’d seen her, she called me Travis and asked me how Bermuda was

As soon as Tricia toldup and called my mom, but the phone line was dead, and I didn’t know if she had a cell

I took a cab to Mom’s and called Preppy to meet me there

I got there before he did

I knealking up to the door that sout

I banged on the door of her apartment until my knuckles bled, but there wasn’t any answer I could hear the static from a TV inside I screamed out for my mom, but there was no response I was about to turn around and walk away, check with sohbors to see if she even still lived there, but then I heard it

I heard her

My Baby

Crying

My baby was crying

Not just a little cry or a cranky cry, but a strangled cry straight froht

It’s like she kneas there, and she was calling out to me