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Apparently, it's h, it latches onto grades They aren't good enough But then they never are Even when they're straight As

It took a while to find an anti-depressant that took the edge off without dulling me completely The first one ave hthts about hurting myself to the back of my head

If I keep up h caffeine, cardio every day, journaling every night—those ugly thoughts stay at bay

But they never go away

And they never will

I'm broken

I'll always be broken

I've accepted it, mostly

But no one else has No one else knows

If they find out, they'll leave

So, I keep it to —the poems, the stories, the journal entries—to myself

Fan fiction is fine, but anything personal—that's mine

I write things froht in e It's like that expression How do you write? It's easy You just cut yourself and bleed on the page

Only there's nothing in the expression about guarding your scars with your life

Writing in my journal makes me feel at peace