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Staying for a while isn’t just cowardice It’s ss To n work to pay e

But it’s a matter of time

If I really want this to work, I have to devote more hours to it

I have to say goodbye to the only place where I belong

I try to focus on n inTHIS IS THE END

Ryan finishes with his client He stands and shakes the guy’s hand His t-shirt—he changed in the bathroo—pulls up his stomach as he stretches his arms over his head

He s Motions h his wavy hair

The client—a tall guy with a nervous s to Ryan

Ryan nods and motions to the counter

They cross the room to me It’s all routine Flattery, price quote, credit card, receipt, flirting, tip, soodbye

The bell rings as the guy takes his leave

Ryan plants his palms on the black plastic Leans over the counter to press his lips to mine

Mood

I sigh as I pull back Everyone’s attention is turned toward us They’re watching Figuring out what this is

Ryan ignores then?”