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“Wh-h…?” Argh! Breathe Loosen up “Wh-what are they, Mae?”

Her skittish eyes darted to everywhere but on … they… they do not matter anymore”

“Well, th-theyas she flinched at my tone

“Please… Styx…” she pleaded

“F-F-FUCK!” I ju my shirt off the floor and pulled it on

“Where are you going?” she asked frantically

“O-out”

“Are you angry at me?”

Swinging round to face her, I groaned That nose itching again and her s to shake as she pulled the black sheet over her naked body

“M-my cock’s hard as fk, so y-yeah, I’m p-pissed, but I’m f-f-fucked off at myself by e just d-did… Wh-hat I just d-did to you… F-f-fuck!”

“Did what? Showed me pleasure?” She sed and curled in on herself, shielding her body from… What? Me? My rejection? Christ, if I knew

“You regret it?” she probed, her long hair falling forward to curtain and shield her face

One glimpse of her hurt expression nearly killed et the words out to tell her Never been one for letting people knowphysically able to speak for ns were there for h, loud and fkin’ proud—the suffocating clogging, the strangling tightness ofto say My blood was puet the hell out of the room and away from Mae’s fkin’ lost face I wanted to tell her I shouldn’t have touched someone who’d been abused her whole life, that she deserved better, sohs where some fked-up device had clearly wrenched theoddahtless reply and instantly knew I’d co so

“I-I-It shouldn’t have h-happened”

With that perfect fkin explanation, I left the roo like a creepy bastard, but no matter how much I condemned myself, I was unable to shake the vision of Mae as she came

I was so fkin’ hard but so fkin’ mad