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Probably the biggest reason I’ht at her aparto take over, convinced I could fk Mac into subas a relationship

If I had just sat down and listened to her, I would not be sitting here inmyself in the ass No, I would have had a reasonable and intelligent conversation with Mac about the fact that I just don’t want anything deeper than e have She is a reasonable and intelligent woman She would have listened and respected my position, just as I respect her position to want more

I don’t like it, but I respect it

Big difference

But no, the biggest screas in eating her out versus talking to her And if I were really a man… one that couldhonest with her and said, “Mac… I’ve been hurt badly in the past, and I have these barriers up to protect myself I just can’t let them down ”

But no… again… Biggest Dumbass History World

This week has been fkingaway froe part of it You res like Hottest Woman Ever and Best Sex Ever

Was not kidding about that shit

But fk, I reen of her eyes and the softness of her skin

Iher name like she’s a deity to be worshipped

None of that h, because I am a man I am stubborn and when I draw my line in the sand, I stick by it

So I’ve stayed away frooes by that I don’t have her, it will be a little easier I’ll stopabout blue balls and only ever having an orgaso without her, I’ll appreciate other things in life ain Eventually, I’ll have an urge to use One Night Only again

Eventually

Oh, who the fk a and desire for her gets worse It’s like thirst… you never get used to that wretched pain It beco as every minute ticks by

So I’m in pain and I haven’t seen her all week because she’s staying far, far away from me It’s to the point now that I have to make up a stupid excuse just to spend some time with her

I’m not proud, but I am devious

Standing up frorab a file and walk down to Mac’s office She’s sitting in her chair, leaning back with those sexy, black heels propped on her desk, reading what looks to be so ride just a little higher than her knee, but it’s the most I’ve seen of Mac in several days, so I’ll take it

When she seesher feet off her desk “What are you doing here?”

I give her a lazy smile “I work here Actually, I own the place ”