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They shaved every inch of ood job I'd already had a wax down there, or I'm sure they'd have tried to shave me there too!
They creamed up my body, powered me, sprayed all sorts of body sprays and perfuan to chokemy hair styled, all I could think about was Jett and the fact I'll never get to be with hiain
Never again will I get to feel his lips againstme I'll never be able to touch hi to him
Of course, I smiled and chatted with fake happiness in et ready I kept the charade going, didn't want anyone thinking I was unhappy with my choice of husband, even if he wasn'tit No one see anyway
However, now, it's tier Goddamn time seems to have rushed by in the blink of an eye Now everyone is inside the church waiting for me It's just my brother and ht throw up However, I push it back and take a deep breath I loopmarried
“Ready?” My brother smiles at me However, I'm not ready, not yet
“Wait,” I grab his ar I have to say first before we go in”
“What is it, sweetheart?”
“I just wanted to say thank you,” He's looking at me like I'm crazy I know he always tells , but I want to say it now
Jovanni already informed me the other day that once we're married, he won't allowinto our own house away from Draven and his influence, and I'm not to defy him because he'll make me sorry I ever did
Nothing he ever did would keep me away from my brother Draven wouldn't allow it anyway, but I didn't say anything to Jovanni, just noddedshock e are married
“I want to thank you for everything you've ever done for me I don't know if I've ever thanked you properly I know I've been difficult this past month I shouldn't have been I know you've only ever done what's best forout the mess, I made of rateful to uilty I just think it's time
“You didn't make a mess of your life, Maria” I lower ainstto have a very happy e with a husband ill love you so well” Sure he will “Your baby is going to want for nothing”
Except for its father However, I don't say that to his worse
Gently, he kisses htly I know I should be angry with hi me
I could never hate hi That's why I wrap ainst his powerful chest I sense his s arms around me
“I love you, Dray”
“And I love you, Principessa Everything is going to be all right” With a kiss to my head, he asks me if I'm finally ready I chuckle and tell him, yes
I don't want to look up as alk through those double doors, but I know I have to paint on the big sh until I absolutely have to
I s and saying how beautiful I look Idress, the dress that has a specialized panel across my torso to hidebut inside I feel ugly I feel like I' terrible, probably because I a horribly because of it