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I had so debacle, one thing I did this past weekend was order a bed It would take a feeeks to co and mattress to my apart more comfortably than in a recliner

Can’t say there was a whole lot of sleeping Monday night The prospect of not seeing each other for several days apparently gave us both an excess of energy that needed to be expended

All I can say is sex with Nora is out of this world The connection is near to perfect, ales of guilt that I’ MJ behind for another woman, my time with Nora is ht

It continues to feel like I’ht path

My relationships withis actually quite easy now, and the uilty reflection are fewer

I feel like I’m actually entitled to be happy Frankly, a lot of the credit for that goes to Dr Du a few tiesoive the inally assumed him to be

While I’ht lied to him as to why I’ve returned There’s no way I could ever tell him about Nora and me because it could put her at risk for some type of censure So I lied and told him the drive to her place was too inconvenient

Luckily, our conversations haven’t even gotten close to discussing my readiness to date or open myself back up to romantic relationships But because it’s team-ordered therapy, he tends to concentrate on what’s needed to better my relationships with my teammates and coaches, and that’s fine by me

Nora and I are doing just fine

More than fine—she’s sireatly this week

I was gone Tuesday through Friday, playing games on the East Coast I have one more road trip next week to Dallas to play my old teaht, but I was up early thisto spend it together It didn’t even take her a lot to convince o on a horseback ride with her to start out, and then we’d figure out what to do after that