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First… how do I even take what I heard between Dax and Willow this ? I heard probably less than fifteen seconds of a conversation, but I wasmy own conclusions I’ a plea for help, venting normal frustrations, or does he have a desire to cut me loose?

And let’s say he’s s off with his easier on him I don’t ever want him to be unhappy because of me

Things just got too complicated once we introduced intiht a whole new level of care that made it inherently more difficult for him to deal with my issues

But hoould I even break things off with him?

I could move back to California Put distance between us But I just started a new job It would be highly unprofessional to quit before I even really got going Besides, I can’t afford to move

Could I even think about staying here? I could o for that? Would he be grateful for the suggestion?

I’m not sure how I could continue to live in the sao back to his normal life withoutThat’s a given But it would be torture to stay here and watch hih, that’s theforbut stay

The thought crosses et et back on my feet We could stay married, so I could keep the health insurance until I didn’t need it That would definitely work, but the thought of it is frightening I have come to depend heavily on Dax just fora “family” member who I can talk to has become a lifesaver in and of itself

This is how , though It’s clear I should break things off The thought of Dax being in any way, shape, or for would be to stay here but if I really buckle down, I can talkI lived far apart froot sick I don’t want to, but I can do it on my own

The real question is hoill Dax react to whatever I decide to do?

He would be too gallant to let u for his happiness, he is going to feel too ation to me just to let me walk out the door

Of course, I could just pack up and leave Not tell hi to do even if it’s what’s best for hih He would followit was that I did to him

There’s no easy answer I sigh as our townho out on the curb He always takes one of the parallel spots there to leave the single-car garage in the front open for me

As I’lance down at the clock on one by now as the team skate was supposed to be at noon, followed by a lunch

I open the garage door, then pullit off, I sit there in silence and wonder what in the hell he is doing here

Iup, but I didn’t have a single answer What I did have, though, was a little tiht I had hours before I would see Dax again—which would technically be after the gaht—to decide what to do I aht now and confront this issue with him

But ot a ride with someone else

A wave of relief rushes through ical explanation Bishop probably came by to pick Dax up Hell, maybe it was even Tacker While it doesn’t appear he’s anywith the team as a whole, he has opened up to Dax at the tea about his new therapist he has to see counts So et Dax, and they rode to the arena together