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"You take another step closer, and I will," I tell hi to leave--"

"You won't do it," he says softly, talking right over ain Deliberate steps without a stutter of caution in them

Aler

He looks utterly deranged and er

"I dare you," JT whispers, and then gives a husky laugh "I dare you to fucking do it, Sela"

My hand shakes harder and he's only two steps away from me

"Go on," he urgesone foot in front of the other "You know you want to"

Tears sting at er is so intense, and yete myself nor protect myself

JT takes the last step and he walks right into the gun until the barrel is pressed into his chest He laughs at me and says ever so softly, "Can't do it, can you?"

I don't adun "If you don't--"

JT s hard, catching , where it clatters across the hardwood floors JT's good hand--and I find out quickly enough it's his do--wraps around the front of my throat

"You godda fro on htly on my throat, he marches me backward across the floor "Think you can come into my life and fuck hat's mine?"

My butt sla catercorner Although ht onto the desk with his hand on ainstmine

I bend backward untilto lay on top of e, he places his casted arm across my chest Scenes from my rape flash before me, except now I can see JT's face in my memory as clear as day Now that I knoho he is, I can see his ugly face twisted in sickening pleasure as he pumps away on top of me Both my hands come up to latch on to his wrist in a desperate atte furiously, trying to get purchase on the hardwood floor, but just the tips of e

As he leans in towardfumes of alcohol wash across my face "You're still a mess, Sela"

Those words

You're a mess

Still a mess

My eyes go round with understanding and JT nods vigorously at ht in a ht, Sela Did you think the brown hair would throw nize that facethat mouththat throat that sed my cum? One of the best fucks I've ever had and you didn't think I wouldn't remember that?"

I go dizzy at the i with the realization that JT knoho I am

He Knows Who I Am