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I stretch against his hold, testing my muscles

YeahI'm sore, and it makes me smile "Fantastic You?"

"Best sleep in a long time"

I shift slightly in his arle deeper in his ehter once again Sht was--"

"Incredible," he finishes

So freaking incredible

When we got back to the condo from his parents' party, ent at each other like starved anih there was no whipped cream to be had That didn't dissuade Beck, who tried to pull me to the tiled kitchen floor, but I pushed him off

"I think there was some talk about toys," I told him Then I kissed him and bit his lower lip

He groaned and pushedto the hallway "Go pick out what you want to play with Meet me in front of the Christmas tree"

And I knew exactly what I wanted to play with I knew that the tiht

When I ca his shirt off while standing in front of the tree He'd turned all the lights off except for the ones on the tree, and it cast a warlow across his beautiful body My mouth went instantly dry and I walked toward him almost in a trance

When I was no more than two feet from him, I held my hand out and said, "Here I want to play with this toy"

His gaze dropped to my open pallass butt plug and s of toys he'd uncereo and told , because when you've experienced the pain and degradation of anal rape, it becomes forbidden territory

But last nightI wasn't scared Or apprehensive Or even remotely uneasy about the prospect Instead, I had an overwhel need to let Beck take possession of a part of ed to one of my unknown rapists, and I realized that it was the only part of me left that was still metaphorically unhealed since I met Beck

He, of course, wasn't as keen on the idea

He reacted badly, actually Backed away from me and shook his head "No, Sela"

"Yes," I insisted "I want you to"

He opened his mouth to protest I knoas because he was afraid of hurtingup terrible memories, but I merely stepped up to him, pushed the objects into his hand, and said, "I trust you"

Beck's face crumbled and his eyes softened, and he took the iteentle kiss I've ever experienced, and then he proceeded to showa man can be to a woman

Thinking about what he did to memy body

The intense orgas that kind of play can be to a woman

Beck North claientle touches, and a little glass toy that felt as unbelievably good as it felt naughty

"Want your Christmas present?" he asks as he rubs his stubbled chin overa full body shiver

Hht "If it involves you fucking ht now, in this position, then yesI want it very much"

I feel the ruhter in Beck's chest, even as I feel hiet hard behindabout, but I think I can oblige"

And then he does

His hand slides down froers find ainst hi more with this man

Knowing he'll give me exactly what I need

Then he's pushing ling his cock to slip into me from behind I moan in pure bliss as he fills me up, body and soul