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He would always catch h I tried hard to be subtle, then he would just smirk at me and head to the bathroo at his cock while he strode away from me
He's driving me absolutely crazy with lust and shame in equal measures
Several ti was bothering me I would blink my eyes to pull myself out of my fantasies of Zach, and try to focus back on what Michael was saying
Michael is a professor in the ood friends for a while Not long before I left for the Amazon, Michael had actually asked ood looking, successful, and funny He took me out to dinner for our first date and it was nice He even kissed ht when he walked reat kisser and was interested to see where it ot hired by Randall and before we could see each other again, I was headed to the Amazon to collect Zach
Since I've been back, Michael has been pressuring ain, but I put him off with excuse after excuse that I needed to spend tiet hi to lunch
I kept telling myself that the reason I wasn't all that excited to see Michael was because I had too much responsibility with Zach But in truth, I just didn't want to see Michael in a rohts were always centered on the blatantly erotic emotions that Zachin his presence
But then I reasoned to e this lunacy out of my head that concerns Zach Maybe if I actually went out with Michael so we could reconnect, I could keep the boundary I had put between my ward and me firmly in place, and I wouldn't be tempted to cross over it
But no such luck right now Even though Michael gave ot in my car to leave after lunch, I findto capitulate to the pull of Zacharias Easton
"I learned about the Kama Sutra today as well," Zach says quietly, and my eyes blink at him "I learned there are so many different positions So much more than just the one way I kno to take a woman"
"Zach you shouldn't have been learning about that stuff on the Internet It can be confusing and distortive"
He ignoresmy scent "I also learned a lot about the female body I know exactly where your clit is now, and I know exactly how to asm come climax"
His words rumble over me, and en his little speech has just sucked clean fros
"WantI learned today, Moira? Let me put into practice what I saw on that computer?"
My body is screa "yes" but I still shake my head "no" "We can't It's not appropriate"
Zach lifts his head and glares down at ives my throat a soft squeeze His eyes are hard, brutal "You have to givehere"
"It's wrong," I say, but I knoould feel so right
Huffing with frustration, Zach releases his hold on me His eyes blaze with fury, and he throws his arms out to the side in irritation "Then take me back home Back to where I can do what I want and don't have to live by your silly rules Take e on her body You deny me at every turn, Moira, so take me back to where I'm accepted"
His words slice into me hard, and I can feel the bitter loneliness in his voice
"No, Zach," I implore him "It's too soon You have so much more to see and Randall wants to meet you"
"Take me back or live up to what you promised me You said you'd teach otten from you is a stupid children's book"
"I can't have sex with you, Zach," I say meekly, because I can't I just can't do it and still ive in, I'll be wrecked beyond repair I know the ive in, I'll have debased rate into the world It will beco
"Then giveelse," he says quickly, and I' it or not, but it see
"Like what?" I ask hesitantly
"Let ain Let me watch you make yourself coet pleasure, and let me watch Teach me that way, and I'll be satisfied"
I just stare at Zach, floored by what he is asking It's still inappropriate as hell but at least there would still be a barrier He wouldn't be touching s
The look on Zach's face is i a line in the sand with , he'll leave, and then I'll have failed Randall I'll lose rant
I'll lose Zach
Before I can stop ?"
"Just let me watch," Zach says in a low voice, and he licks his lips in anticipation "It will be a true learning lesson for me"
Oh, God I can't believe I', "Okay I'll do it But promise me, Zach after this it's done We don't talk about this any about this culture as we had originally planned"