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I am pleased to inforh nerve to approach her God, Zaneas I watched hi his hands on his pants because you and I both knoeaty they were, right? I swear his face was actually a shade of green when she made eye contact with him But it went off better than expected His stutter was to aat ot the words out I think it was soooutwithme?" He practically screamed it at her and it came out so fast, I couldn't understand what he said, and I know she didn't either

I thought for sure he was doomed but then he took a deep breath, which is exactly what I advised hiain this time a little slower, and a little clearer It reat deal of chariving him her number

Score!!!

My work is done, and now I feel complete

So, what are you up to? I'ht? I bet you are so excited to see your fa so far from mine, especially as close as we are And, because I do know, in fact, how close you are to your parents and your "bratty little sister," who I am quite positive is not bratty at all despite how uess how youso far away from them

My advice is to relax and enjoy these last few days you have off before training caet super busy

Okay have to run Teagan's here and we're going out tonight I hope she doesn't keep yao out with her co-worker You know, the one I told you about I ive in so she'll shut up Have you ever been on a blind date before? The thought of itsilly

Okay, I'm really out

Have fun visiting your family! Talk soon

Cheers,

Cady

My sto to do with a turbulent flight She hadto set her up on a date with so makes him an uber douche

I sort of just ignored that little piece of infor to mention it when I write back I won't mention it because my heart wants me to tell her not to do it There are a oing out with this guy, butmore than a friendship, and if I ever adhts over theout with someone, she'd think I am certifiably crazy

Cady has never hinted at wanting anything more than the easy friendship we've slipped into Our eht and chatty, but we've talked about so but solidify the bonds we're creating Yet neither one of us have ever ain after that first set of emails, and it's almost like it's become taboo to talk about the fact that she and I alasms

We don't talk about it, but I sure as fuck can't stop thinking about it Every wo a few ti the most out of my summer vacation I've had plenty of wo to come home with me

And every fucking time, I said no

Like a fucking loser I said no

I have no coamous to her, and I don't expect the sareed would never recur because we didn't live near each other Instead, we built a solid and close-knit friendship In fact, I'd say it was my closest friendship at this point in my life

But that's all it is It's all it can ever be, because I can't fucking see her touch her taste her You can't have a relationship like that outside of the bounds of friendship It just can't work, and so, I can't beout with someone

I also need to stop turning my nose up at the abundance of easy pussy that's paraded in front of h the lovely single ladies of Phoenix

Yes, that's for the best, and as if to solidify and reaffirhts, I fire back a quick email to her

To: Cady Dunne

Froh

Subject: Give The Guy A Chance

Date: September 12, 2014

Yes, I a soon Wanted to send you back a quick e pair of balls I'ets laid, he owes you big time

As for the blind date, I've never been on one, but I i to set you up with someone that you wouldn't enjoy Go out and have fun It will be an adventure for you

My fingers halt freezing actually, and I know I can't go through with it I can't give her support and encourageuy, no matter how selfish that is of me