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Best of all, I have watched Rowan ly confident and self-possessed woman It's not that she wasn't confident before, because she was But it was a confidence that was bordered with sharp angles and deep edges It was built fro rejected by her parents Rather than breaking her down, her dad's final rejection of her e he said she would not be

And she survived

But Rowan's new confidence is soht It coo of her e a new path I truly believe that has come about after Rowan opened up and told me about her parents and their lack of affection or interest

Nohile the past several weeks have been spectacular as I build a solid friendship with Rowan, I feel absolutely empty at times because I want so much more I want to take this friendship we have, and I want to build on it I want to take it to the next level, and yes, that means I want to make love to her

I believe she wants it to, and I truly believe she will come around I only have to wait until that day when she can trust fully that it's okay to take the risk

So I am patient

Nohen Rowan steps out of her bedroo, I don't know that I am so patient In fact, all the resolve that I have beenher friendship barrier see at this very moment

She's got on a black and white dress that fits her body like a glove, and it's the first time that I've actually ever seen her body outlined in such sharp relief The top portion of the dress has thick, black stripes across her breasts, which only serves to drawThin, black straps hold the dress onto her shoulders, and she's got it all topped off with some killer black heels that have little straps that wrap around her ankles

I try to stop myself but I cannot help the way my eyes travel slowly up and down her body If ainst the back ofher When I reach her eyes, she's looking at me with amusement, which shakes me out of my lust just a tiny bit

"Like what you see?" she teases

"I'd be dead not to," I quip "You look a"

Rowan is so brashly confident, I would expect her to maybe spin around and show off all her assets Butto the floor and her cheeks heating up with a blush That actually strikes a chord of hope inside of me, because that means she was affected by my perusal of her

Soive in to her feelings I can't describe it but it's a look we share I feel we are on the verge of connecting but then her words come back to haunt me

I'h to want it the way you do

When the memory of those words penetrate my brain, I push myself away and try to shield my heart I make myself be brave for Rowan, because she is the one that has suffered in the past, and like I said, I' to wait for her to come around

This club is packed and it's like one seething, waving mass of bodies on the dance floor Luckily, Ee so Nix and I can keep an eye on them In fact, Nix all but deht, to which she just snorted at hilance

However, I notice she did what he asked and I'uy that couldn't take no for an answer at a nightclub before Nix ca respectful of his worry and gives him what he wants I suppose relationships are supposed to be like that, right? It's about trying to give the other person what they ithout sacrificing too much of yourself In return, the other person does the same for you

I think in today's day and age, we call that compromise

The throng of people actually pulses as a whole, looking like a hts But then I focus on Rowan, and everything else ceases to exist My girl loves to dance, and yes, I'ain And she's fucking good at it Her body moves with a natural rhyth orgasm The only problem is, that show isn't just for ht of Rowan dances their way toward her

I curlto forcesleaze bag who is staring at her ass while he pumps his hips back and forth behind her I swear if he touches her, I'll go ballistic and knock his teeth down the back of his throat

Just as the douche is getting ready to touch her, I start to stand up from the table But then I watch in aht up in his face I obviously cannot hear what she's saying but she is laying into hier she yells at hiht cry He finally turns around and slinks off

Filhappened

Leaning over, I yell at Nix "Looks like you weren't needed tonight, buddy Fil apparently can keep Em and Rowan safe"

Nix s but I'm a little afraid of her"