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Flynn answers, lost in the sensation of this kiss, the way our hips ainst each other causes s

Tearing his lips off mine, Flynn pushes his nose into ainst me, "Fuck, Rowan I want you so bad Tell me you want me to"

So atto listen My body is taking over andin

"I do," is all I say and then he's kissing ain

Flynn's hands grab the bottom of my shirt and he peels it upward Our faces break apart so he can get the offending material up and overing his hand up, he lightly runs his knuckles over the swells and valley "Christ you're perfect Absolutely perfect"

His voice is so reverent I have to close my eyes so I can just revel in it for a moment No man has ever looked at me with such worship

My eyes snap open when I realize Flynn has leaned forward and flicked his tongue over asp in surprise and pleasure He peeks up atthrough his lashes, and places his lips back against my breast

"You're so responsive," he says, while his lips graze h me I've never been this reactive with a man before, but with the barest of touches or a few sensual words, my body almost explodes in pleasure

I reas behind my knee, and I realize that I'm responsive to Flynn because there is a deeper connection there than any I've ever felt before

It is born of a relationship that was forged under very unique circuenuine soul He's been about the most perfect friend I could ever wish for

And that thought dousesback to me Flynn is my friend, and that is all I want him to be

Right?

Yes, right That is all he can be If we make this sexual, then friendship is excluded I think that is the way things work, at least to e

Even though Flynn'smore than him to fuckso loud, I can't ignore it

Grabbing Flynn's head, I gently push him away

"I' my t-shirt, I hold it in front of me I look down into Flynn's confused expression "I can't do this"

Then I turn and run for my bedroom

I' in the driveway outside ofan impromptu family dinner to which I invited Rowan, but she declined It's been a tiny bit aard between us for the last feeeks, and I'm awash in frustration

Closing ainst the headrest and think of the kiss we shared in the kitchen It was filled with as much passion as the first kiss but with added sexual intensity There is no doubt in my mind that ere headed for a full-blown fuck-a-thon when Rowan pulled away from me

When I think about the look she had on her face, ing and sadness but even worse, there was fear

I followed her back to her bedrooing down She had put the wet t-shirt back on and didn't look up when I walked in

"Rowan what's wrong?" I had asked

She shook her head, refusing to ht up to her and knelt at her feet Placing ain, "Please tellto upset you?"

I held my breath while I waited for her answer, because honestly, the only thing I could think of--the h my head--was that Rowan had suffered from some type of sexual trauma

Her eyes er fear there I' because there wasn't an ounce of sexual tension between us right at the ti"

"Did Ito know fully why she pulled away

Again, she shook her head "I wanted you as much as you wanted me"

"Then what's wrong?"

Rowan brought her hands up and placed them over mine She looked atready to lay on me would be a belief so rooted into her very fiber, that there would be no swaying her from it