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CHAPTER 7

Renner

It's been a stressful couple of days forme and I haven't responded It's not that I don't want to

It's that I don't kno to

I have no clue what to say, and s are all over the place

His words sound so sincere so pro There is a small part of reat six h he lied to me

Now he's telling me that he wants to make it work Well, for that to be true, that means he had to have left his wife Is that what he's really saying? Or perhaps she left hi me should make me feel flattered Yet, this whole situation really makes me feel sort of sick with despair I had moved on from this part of my life, and now the wound has been re-opened

Cor married He lied about the entire nature of our relationship He threw e he inflicted Well, at least he didn't look back until now

I'htly annoyed because I haven't seen or heard frome, and especially after that kiss

I' annoyed, because that kiss really didn't ht, when I deht inJust to satisfy my curiosity, so to speak

After he had left, it only took me about an hour to reason toand potentially off the charts, orgaset involved with hierous, because for some reason, he has the innate power to controlsound judg to rebel if I'ain

I' turned around inrelationship ca a man that was stable in his career That translated to me someone that practiced coht Cor he was co his wife and me

Cillian on the other hand?

Well, at first glance, he see that would be antithetical to my wants He's a rocker, he lives on the road for ant, so to sexually dos

Yet, and I find this to be coreat success in his young years And the only way he could have achieved that is through commitment, hard work, and dedication

Confusing indeed

And, most stressful of all, has been the fact that I have not stopped thinking about the way Cillian kissed me the way my body and mind reacted to that kiss It may have been short but it was explosive At least, to me it was

Cillian I'm not sure about since I haven't heard fro the brush off If that's the case, that will make twice this man has turned fickle on me, which doesn't help the battered self-esteem Cormac left behind

If I was a sh and hope his interest in me has worn off

Trying to put all these thoughts out of azine I'an had a seminar to attend in London and Cady ith her for a few days, so I' out in my apartment on my day off

When s, I roll off the couch and shuffle to the front door Looking through the peephole, my heart picks up its pace when I see Cillian on the other side I have no clue why he's here I don't knohether to be nored me, or terribly excited that he's come by

Taking a deep breath, I open the door I don't even have tis because Cillian's hands snake out One wraps aroundme to hiiving me the deepest, hottest kiss I've ever had in ue invades roan that seems to emanate from deep inside of him and that sound completely melts my insides I don't want to, buton

The kiss is de froratification of his desire