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Emboldened, Cillian's hands start to roam a bit further, and I find that I want him to plunder every bit of me

At least I want that, at first My inhibitions are lowered from the alcohol andout with a hot musician But when one of his hands starts to undo the button on my pants, I start to snap out of the lust-induced haze I'm in

My hand covers his and I say, "Wait"

Cillian slowly pulls his hand away and takes a small step back His eyes search my face "Too fast for you?"

I nod shyly, looking down at the floor "I'm sorry I can't"

"Don't be sorry, cailin alainn Just be you" He smiles at me warmly and he doesn't look mad at all "It's not a problem"

Giving me a kiss on my forehead, Cillian takes my hand and leads , because God helpif Iif I missed a once-in-a-lifetihty of ways To give it up to a gorgeous Irish ain

But no I remember Cillian's last words Just be you

And I know I did the right thing, and clearly, he respected that

Dropping me back off in Cady's care, Cillian tells me he'll be back and melts into the crowd

"Where were you two?" Cady asks as she grabs my arm

"Um"

"You didn't you and he didn't?"

"God no, Cady We just kissed"

"He kissed you? I' to kill him"

"No, you're not," I adentleman"

Cady gave huge snort "Cillian? A gentleirl's pants, Ren I love him to death but he's not for you"

"How do you know he's not for me?"

"Well for one you live in the States He lives here But irls seriously He's just in it for you know the sex"

Cillian didn't seem that ith me He didn't come on to me in an overtly sexual way, and his kisses, while steamy, were above board He stopped when I asked hiuilty or call me a tease

Cady glances at her watch "Shit we have to go Da's goin' to kill us because we're out so late"

"Uncle Keefe is going to kill us because we've been drinking"

"Nah We both turn eighteen in just a few et home safe, it's easy to smooth his feathers"

She takesme toward the door I start to pull away froive him my email address and ask hi this,desperately for that dark, shaggy head

Then I see hiirl, kissing her deeply His hands are on her waist, pulling her hips flush with his

My heart actually bottoms out with disappointet that ere just kissing, and I'm disappointed in myself that I stopped him Most of all, I' me in the first place, because come tomorrow, I'll be on a plane back hoain

Cady givesand pullsat Cillian kiss that girl