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Well, I ide awake now

“You—you were going to kiss me? Why?”

“Why do you think? I was about to leave I didn’t want to go without telling you how I felt” His eyelashes cast long shadows over his cheeks as he blinked “If you felt the sa out If you didn’t feel the saured we could just move on”

The lu insidethat would absolutely burst froet it under control

It’d all been for nothing

All of it

I’d lost my best friend over a stupid, stupid mistake

All because I hadn’t wanted to listen to him

I sed, but the luer, and when the telltale sting of tears pricked the back of my eyes, I had no choice

I couldn’t stay here right now

I threw the covers offquickly to whereby the

“Holley—”

Shaking rabbed a thick sweater and threw it overboots A room key was under the TV, and I slid it off the desk so I knew I could get back in

“What are you doing?”

“I just—I can’t” I held up my hands, and my entire body vibrated with the effort it took for me to not break down and let years of e a walk”

“This didn’t work last time”

I turned around and stared at him “I know Believe me, I know But since we’re at a hotel and I have no way of leaving and nowhere else to sleep, it’s not like I’ anywhere else”

“I’ll—"

“Sebastian, what you don’t know is that the reason you kissing her hurt so s for you”

His eyes widened, flashing with surprise

“So excuse ure out what the hell I just learned, because this is a mess” I tapped the side of my head and, on that note, walked out of the room

And the suite