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I turn around and head back to the bus, wishing I knew

“I was pretty brave, wasn’t I?” Gavin says as he walks with me to the bus

“You sure were,” I tell him “I don’t knohat I would have done if you hadn’t saved me”

He puffs out his chest and steps onto the bus with his chin in the air

I take one last glance at the forest, hoping to see hi onto the bus to leave

But every part of …

I’ll definitely be coht with s and the sweaty sheets twisted around ainst my palm

Adrian is onabout hiotten intolike this

I drop back onto the h me

But that usual satisfied feeling I get whenever I touch myself is just not there

I’m more frustrated than fulfilled

An edgy feeling has taken over, like I can’t sit still I ain

I try to close my eyes and fall asleep, but that’s hopeless I feel like I just drank a pot of coffee My nerves are on edge My adrenaline pu

I keep wondering what he’s doing right now If he’s in his bear or his hu in the dirt or in so of me…

“Oh, crap,” I et out of bed and throw my housecoat on I around pacetown I live alone on the outskirts of Blackcloud Point in a tiny three and a half

I want to go see him, but that would be stupid It would be reckless

And it would be dangerous

But still… I don’t know if I’ll be able to go on if I don’t