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Not to ot when I asked him to fuck me

Ie each other a solid He likes sex, I'll give hiive me a baby Easy Totally normal deal

So why a in my bedroom like I'm terrified of him suddenly?

Well, for one thing, because I was coht I stare at myself once more in the bathroom mirror—at the unshaven mess that I've let myself become because I haven't hooked up with anyone in I count backwards God, not for at least sevenan old maid already?

But I couldn't exactly tell hi shower and to ready ht now, I tell myself

This arrange It won't affect our friendship We're good friends; we can do this Keep things professional Cannon is right He ht be more blatant about it than I am, but we're both pros at NSA We'll just fuck, a lot, and then s for one another

Oh God Even just the thought of that—of fucking his to h scenarios, i his sexy washboard abs poised over h his jeans poised at the entrance toit across the room the way he throws his other hookups' clothes around, like he's ith lust

I iht on the couch, trained onme wet already just to think about it

I need a shower

I climb into the shower and turn the water on cold But even that doesn't help, because as I go through thesure to shavethis I'rin of Cannon's poised betweenbetweenue ers betweenand licking athis eyes trained on mine, those dark, familiar eyes, hot with a lust that I'd never seen in them before

Then I i the his cock at roan escapesit's hiainst er insideas I pick up speed, rocking against my hand as I picture Cannon's perfectly sculpted body over me, the way his hips would look as he pumped his cock into me The way his deep voice would sound when he moaned my name aloud

I coe, all too aware that one wall away, in the neighboring bedroo naked What would he think if he heard ht now?

I shut as I finish rinsing off and getting ready for to day

Then I towel dry and pad to bed naked Pull the covers up toif he's asleep yet, wondering if he sleeps in the nude too Wondering if he's thinking aboutif he'll back out toe his mind

I wouldn't blaers It's another to do it with a friend, so to have your baby

He knoon't ask hi, not for child support or to be involved in the kid's life But still I saw that guy in the parking lot go crazy A lot can change when you think about what it reallya kid with half your DNA out in the world What if Cannon changes his h with this after all?

Or what if he does, and it ruins our friendship? What if this screws everything up, makes us aard and weird at work?

What if after what if chases itself through ht I lose track of when I finally fall asleep, but it's late, far too late And all the while, there's a nagging worry at the back of my mind

What if I just e mistake?

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By the ti, Rina's already at the office I know because, like everywhen she beats me to the coffee machine, she made an extra cup and left it on the warmer for me