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“Whoa, noait a et her to stop We aren’t going there “It’s not like that”

“I’ it could be, and it would be okay,” she replies gently “Or it could be that you and Anna just continue to have a deep connection that will probably transcend other types of friendships because of your shared grief My point being that there is absolutely nothing wrong with an emotional connection between you and Anna, whatever it may eventually become”

My breath rushes out, an indication it has been pent up for too long as she hashed this out Ita friendship with Anna That I don’t feel like I deserve even that basic goodness with a woreat deal in a short time

I refuse to consider what else could happen I’d have to be dead not to be attracted to the woeous, inside and out

I think back to walking into Avery’s nursery on Saturday night, seeing Anna’s daughter at her breast At first, I was so shocked I whipped around I hadn’t really seen anything, but it was the intiuard

Anna quickly put ood look at her

She was right… I couldn’t really see anything Her t-shirt covered the top part of her body, and her daughter shielded the rest Maybe a flash of skin at the swell of her breast, but I ed in thethat can occur between two hu sexual about it, but it touched so deep inside that aroused my emotions

Made me feel even closer to Anna than I had already become

That was the transcendentalbetween us It had uts to Corinne today

Because I need her to tell me what to do

Should I keep exploring things with Anna or cut contact off coether, but fuck if I have to stay at Jameson There are any number of contract security companies I could ith

But da the people here… of leaving Anna?

Not sure I can do that, either

Knowing da my expression is, I ask Corinne, “What do I do?”

She shakes her head with an empathetic s I can urge you to do is revisit your feelings of guilt and work through them”

A bark of sardonic laughter erupts froive myself?”