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I was fucking it up

Suddenly, I understood that what had seemed like her lousy attitude and total lack of respect for me It wasn't really about me Or Becky really The only one who really mattered in the situation was Jessica Not that Becky and I orthless Just that our issues, both personal and with each other, cairl who had just lost her mother

I felther actions in a far ht I knew I had been an asshole and had a lot ofup to do but felt a lot more optimistic, at least for the iether on indefinite quarantine

That still didn't explain what had happened at lunch The steak I understood Becky and I were trying to start again and put the mistakes of the past, mostly mine, behind us Even the kiss made sense Becky was actually really sensitive and empathized withto kiss the pain away Which sometimes worked, particularly with emotional pain It hat had co her pussy at the table but her quick exit after

Maybe she was confused as I was Though it wasn't like I was co had been consensual, if rather spontaneous, so there was no guilt there And her pussy really was beautiful and had tasted really good, with a gentle note of genuine sweetness I had never tasted before Almost like a delicious, natural ice cream

Unbidden, I started i that sweet, delicious flavor blended with others Whipped crea hard, andthe possibility Iwas for sure Should the opportunity arise again, I was definitely interested — hell, I was eager for a second helping

Becky passed by the office then, because of course, she did She was back in her usual tight clothes, her dark hair back up in her signature ponytail, bringing a glass of juice for Jessica in her playrooh

We caught each other's eye as she passed I was a bit worried about how she ht be sad or evasive Becky was a bit embarrassed, that much was evident by the way she blushed, but she also didn't look away, givingmuch the sah nothing had happened

Though so to feel a real connection with the nanny I had once unfairly written off as littlebitch What wasmy poor little niece Jessica reminded me too much of Si so I had yet to really deal with I was unintentionally punishing her basically for being born, which was deeply fucked up on all kinds of levels I had to ht and connect with my niece if that was still possible

Struck by a kind of inspiration that caa weekend True, only Jess and I were actually related, but it was hts ould have as a kid were some of the few happy childhood memories I had

Getting out a draft pad and a ten-thousand-dollar vintage fountain pen, a graduation present fro to be ironic I started ames that I knew I had in the house Many of them close to family heirlooms

Battle Ship, Clue, Trivial Pursuit, Twister

I stopped at the last one, considering what it led up and intiainst me

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Coah a with the first edition Spirit Board frorandmother, as a bit of a Spiritualist back when it went through a minor boom in the Victorian era Another black sheep of the Devon family I think I would have liked her

The list ht would be thethe massive house, which had been in my family since 1720, based on an Abbey-style estate back in Devon England, to find the rooling, Becky in hot pursuit