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Things likeWhy the fuck did it botherto protect her, just like her brother had wanted me to
Now, I don’t need to keep Sarah in my house anymore
But what I’ve been doing to herI worry that I’ stronger and stronger cravings for more extreme shit
And now, if I let her go hoer to dominate her?
I shouldn’t care This isn’t supposed to be about me
ButI do
She’s quickly beco lost in her I keep craving her
And for the first ti timeI start to wonderMaybe it won’t be such a bad idea for me to actually make her mine Maybe I can do this Maybe I can stay by her side and continue to take care of her, always
Sarah
As the days go by, I crave Luca more and more
But it’s not just his touch that I miss anymore—not just his lips on my body, or his cock in my pussy
I want to know the uy mask I want to open up his skull and take a peek inside
On the other hand, I know that I’d just be digging a deeper hole for myself
There’s no way soetabout Luca that I’ve learned, so far, I like I can’t seewhat I find
So, I shouldn’t
But just like any other addict, I cruhtest pressure
“Luca,” I say over breakfast onein through theblinds “Tell me about your life in San Francisco”
“What’s there to tell?”
“I can think of sosif you don’t mind”
“Sure,” Luca says casually as he cuts off a piece of cherry pancake and sticks it into his mouth
Het him to talk
“Tell me about your parents,” I say “Do they live there?”
“I have no idea where they are, or whether they’re still alive, and that’s the way I like it”
“Pretty strong words there”
Luca shrugs “I don’t really care They didn’t beat , but they didn’t care much about me either They shouldn’t have had me”
“Same My parents shouldn’t have had me either They would’ve been happier apart” I pause and stare at the glittering dust motes “Well, maybe ine my mom as a happy person”
Luca chuckles