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I pause again

“You okay?”

Her eyes snap open, and the word that dribbles off her tongue bolsters my erection even further: “More”

This tientle with it I stuff her with ain with more to her heart’s content

And so, both of our bodies are fused withwithI’ve got, released from more

She comes in a series of cried-out shakes As if she can’t quite believe what her body is doing to her When she finally flops down, I flop to the side Both of us spent

It’s been a fewand turn to see her hopping off the bed

“What are you doing?”

“Leaving before you can fire er’s voice

Chapter 4: Stevie

His silence after what I said is my answer

Part of me had hoped to call his bluff, but I see now that I’ve iving in to the feeling that overca room there

Nodown the stairs and get the rest of s, I could’ve sworn I heard him call after me But I don’t stop, I don’t pause for a minute Because if I do, then the tears will come

It’s probably justto twist so into reality

It’s not real, I tell ain It’s not real

That night, I lay inin a daze My body feels raw and ripped open, and weak and fuzzy Good and bad in ways I never thought it could

When the first tear rolls down rily and roll onto my side Tomorrow, I tell myself Tomorrow I’ll think about what I’ve done

Tomorrow arrives and I head to the kitchen as soon as my eyes open No time to think about it, that’s what rief of Helena running away, after he andto find her and she wasn’t going to come back