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He thinks I’m here because I’m freaked out about the boat accident I shake my head

“That’s not why I’m here, Alex”

“No?”

“No I want to …talk about our kiss yesterday”

His eyebrows shoot up his forehead and his expression is guarded but I’ used to his ways now and I see the quick flash of desire in his eyes He ht not like how he feels, but I’m certain that he wants me The way he held me in the water today, and the comment he made about my body that he then lookedit I like that he has morals, it makes him even sexier, but I like it even more that he lusts after me the way I do after him

“What about it? I’ve said I’m sorry, and-”

“I don’t want you to be sorry,” I cut in, interrupting hiain just what a bad idea this whole thing is, “because I’m not sorry at all”

Alex takes a deep breath, but nods at me

“Go on”

“The thing is,” I say, and I can feelin my throat now as I’m about to reveal all to hia crush on you as a kid, any tilimpse of you That was just kid’s stuff, but the last time I saw you, when I was sixteen? That was the first time I knehat it felt like to desire a man…and I’ve wanted you ever since”

Alex’s mouth has falls open and he looks shocked I wonder if this will just put hi to hear, but I plough on regardless

“So, the reason I didn’t tell you who I was straight away yesterday was because…when you came over to rescue me from that idiot Brad, I saw the way you looked at hter As a woman A woman that you wanted I knew that if I told you, then you would stop looking atI ever wanted”